Truth be told....

Truth be told....

I did think of cheating, plenty of times.
I always felt you were emotionally selfish
I sometimes wish I was with someone else
I sometimes wish I wasn't with anyone at all
I feel you don't always care
I do think you are fat
I think you need me more than I need you

Truth be told....

I did and still do have the hots for you
I lust for you
I think you don't know me one bit
I don't think you give a damn about me
I though we were friends
I think you aren't worth my time anymore

Truth be told....

I once considered you my best friend
I once believed you knew how to appreciate people
I think you are a damn jerk
I think you are manipulative and selfish
I think that last one was the last favour I'm ever doing for you

Truth be told....

I have lost my respect for you
I think you brought all this unto yourself
I think you were just too damn horny for your own good
I think you are selfish and irresponsible
I think you don't really care
I think you are tragically lost and foolish

Truth be told....

I think you are so fat you should be ashamed
I think you should stop dreaming of grandeur
I think you should start getting real about your job
I think you are lucky you found her
I am still too damn proud to say I love you

Truth be told....

I don't know what to do about you
I know you love me more
I am still haunted by that nightmare of you dying
I still melt everytime you call my name
I hate myself for not doing more for you

Truth be told.....

I wish I never had to come back
I wish I wasn't so damn level headed for once
I wish I really had God in my life
I wish I could stop wanting the things I cannot have